Thursday, October 29, 2009

Repetitively Accessible Mutation



|| Jai Jai Jai Hanuman Gosai ||

|| Kripa Karahu Gurudev Ki Nai ||



A LOT has changed since I last blogged.


For starters all my friends which i blogged bout earlier finally left me as expected for a new phase in their life.I left each 1 of them til they boarded their flights/trains & left MY world to enter a new 1.(its not that m complaining but ya,definitely missing them).

Secondly,i now Finally resemble my pic put up here.

Yes, its true, people seeing me after a long gap swear to not recognize me. :P (& i secretly love it)

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Now the other reason for which i waited so long to create this blog is the major festival called DIWALI.

So wats the BIG deal bout this diwali??

Yes it was not the best diwali i celebrated all my life (coz i dint celebrate it with my parents & brother ) but it was special indeed.

I did piss off many (read 99%) of my friends,yet in a wicked way i was happy being with the people i was.

The reason for this sudden change was coz i became Mutated.

YES,i became mutated & unfortunately (i guess) this mutation is here to stay.but the good news is that this mutation is not a permanent changeover from wat i previously was,rather its a "HAPPY ZONE" which i like to visit quite often now,its a Mutation to which i have an unlimited access to.


Thus the name Repetitive Accessible Mutation.



Though i may not b totally proud of the last few mnths but stil the fact remains that i have changed,this mutation has left a permanent dent in my Gene Structure which is quite difficult to repair now.

This dent has made me Human again,i can now laugh a little louder,love a little more,
shout a bit louder,cry a little harder. In short- i learnt to live life again NORMALLY and IDEALLY due to this MUTATION.


After all,thats how R.A.M. does it,so y not me??



Wat could be better than living life "the HUMAN way" ???



Even u Should try it sometimes,its much peaceful that way friends.




P.S. CONFUSED?????(Exactly my Point!!) :P


Serious P.S. All this is not just random rubbish,for some who know me well,i hope they can decipher it and for those who don't-JUST ENJOY THE RANDOMNESS.. (HUMAN STYLE) !!!



|| ITI R.A.M.AYAN ||

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Dream Come True



“It was a hot summer morning. The sun was out. The heat was ON. I was enjoying myself in the a/c. Suddenly I realised that only 2 mins were left for the train to depart. I had to get down quickly coz the compartment was crowded. Holiday season was on after all. I got down. This time SHE came till the gate to see me off. Quiet ironical actually. She gave me all the last mins advice as to how I shud stay happy & get on with my life.

I dint want to listen to it. I just wanted a hug. She gladly gave me one. Then she got back on the train as it slowly started to catch its pace and move towards a destination far far away from where I was.

I dint want her to go. But couldn’t make her stay. No matter how hard I run, the train wud have eventually left the platform & my sight forever!!

The Phone rang..& I woke up..all sweaty & wet sleeping in my room..Realising it was all just a dream. (Never mind the phone call).

I tried to sleep again, but this dream broke my Much Needed & Peaceful afternoon Nap.

I was much relieved at that point coz I realised that the pain of seeing sum1 u love, GO, was actually not for real, instead was just a dream.

But don’t people say that Din ke Sapne hamesha sach hote hain??

So was this 1 a similar kind of a dream???

Is this saying at all true??

Is it a fact or fiction??

Millions of thoughts were running thru my mind..& wat was supposedly just another mid-day dream actually became my food for thought for the entire evening.

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But all said and done, u all would still b wondering that who was the girl that I was talking bout earlier, then I must tel u that since it was a dream, I forgot her face as soon as I woke up. Though it may leave a bad taste for all of u but it also kills ME from within, as even I wanted to know who this mystery girl was, whose departure caused so much pain & agony within me. I racked my brains for quite some time but then I realised.. what would I do if I did eventually found out who she was?

Would I go over and try to stop her or would I forget it as a stupid dream?

Would I try to know her better or would I stay away from her?

Then something made me realise, that true joy lies in not knowing what lies ahead.. Its in climbing the mountain and not in sitting at the top and enjoying the view. It lies in forever yearning for something and not confusing happiness with satisfaction. Happiness we get from possessing something we desire is only Momentary but being Satisfied from within is wat makes it stay.

If desires die.. so does the happiness.. that dreaming is more fun than waking up and realising them..

And I guess reading this “philosophical outtake” of mine would have induced some realisation in you, so I propose u do exactly wat I did then.. go back to sleep!! :P

PS: For further reference.. listen to ‘Phir Dekhiye’, a splendid but often overlooked track from Rock On!!

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

The Genesis!!

1:1 - In the beginning God created the Heaven and the Earth.

1:2 - And the earth was without form, and void; and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters.

1:3 - And God said, Let there be light: and there was light.
The phrase comes from the third verse of the book of Genesis in the King James Bible

This was just a reference as from where did I devise the Name for this Blog from(if u were at all wondering i.e.)


DISCLAIMER:Now u all mite think it as quite an over enthusiastic URL for such an ordinary blog like this 1 & I myself also don't make any promises to u that whether I will be able to make it an interesting read for u all.The sole purpose of this blog is something else,(also other than to entertain) which u will come to know as u read along.

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For those of u who know me.It mite come as a surprise for u as to c me here.U mite Ask Urself..

"Wat is HE doing here??"

For those of u who dont know me I shud tel u that,I have never been a gr8 fan of blogging & was always considered a Non-Blogger both by my friends & by Myself as well.I was too lazy to open the Internet & also type something & post it & Blah..Blahh..Blahhh..

But then,Things Change,People Change,Circumstances Change..& so have I.

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It was around 6:30 pm 2day when Shrinku came & told me

" 4 lakh CTC & Joining is on 4th May"


He was referring to his offer regarding a job as a software developer in RedHat.

All of a Sudden a realisation struck me--

4th May is Not even 2 Weeks away..
Damn!!

I hardly have time left to spend with him & once he is off to Pune(Gr8 City btw!!) he mite not come back for months.

So I thought Y not start blogging..A good way to keep in touch with him(Cheap too!!) plus this wil also keep my friends (who r leaving college & I mite not c them again) up-to-date about my new developments in life.

So in the end..Finally Shrinku has succeeded in making me connect to him thru yet another Internet Mode of Comunication (After Orkut & Twitter) only this time..He Doesn't even know it..

So this is for all my FRIENDS out there whom I cant afford to loose yet cant make THEM stay!!