When I see the moon
And the moon sees me,
My god blesses the moon
And my god blessed me,
When I see the moon...
And I see You,
I see the moon..as pale and blue!!
With jealousy in the eyes,
and folds on her brows
the moon frowns on me saying..
"We were together,here,Forever..
you told I was The most beautiful
You have seen EVER"
With Teary eyes I look at the moon,
I am sorry..I said to the moon
I always thought that I was meant for you,
but U and I were never to be,
I thought I was your wolverine...and U were my moon
but now I know..
...now I know, that my moon is not U
My moon is out there...in the folds of the night
She is out there, as the bright sun light
I know she is there..
..Pure and Serene
If only I cud hold her once,
look her in the eye and say...
U r my moon and...I am your Wolverine.
P.S. - for My moon..because the one in the sky is just not worth it. :)
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
Saturday, August 21, 2010
The Finnish Summer
"Get Up you lazy Head!!This is my last warning to you...GEEEEEEEET UUUUUUUUUUP!!!"
"Huh??!!...oh mom, just 5 mins more please..please..please.."
"Shut up!! Its 7.15 already, Don't you have school today??"
"Ya mom I do..but am busy here"
"Ya right! Get up now or you are skipping breakfast today"
"Nooooooooooooooooooo...Am UP!!"
"Good boy, Now go change. You are late"
"Yups! Love you Maa"
"Love you too Sweet Heart"
...........
"Well! What do you know, good ol' days"
Putting down his glass of beer for the first time after having a massive gulp from it, almost emptying half the mug, my friend, my best friend, was definitely OUT.
You could always say this in conformity coz in no other condition did he ever recalled his childhood. I had heard this story probably a 1000 times before , but I could never even dare to interrupt..EVER!!! So as a good friend will, I as always, listened to it as if it was for the very first time.
"Well.." he continued.."you know bro, those were such cold mornings, even in summers, you just couldn't leave home without a sweater or a jacket. I so hated to get up early mornings"
"I know bro....but the European weather can be harsh on one, especially for people like us."
"I know...Hmmm...I agree..Hey!! can't you see m empty here...order another mug"
"Are you Sure??"
"Yups!! 100 %"
"Good"
"Another round please"..I ordered.
And we both got another round as ordered placed right in front of our faces by our regular waitress face-off. I nicknamed her ' Face-off ' ..partly coz I loved the movie and partly coz no one in the bar ever looked at her face..For obvious reasons. :p
"Anyways"..he continued..breaking my attention from the waitress. " I hated my school. It was sooooooooooo far away from home...and I didn't even have a bike. So I had to walk all the way there in that chilly wind and the Hard shining sun. I could never understand whether to open my sweater so that I cool off or to leave it on me due to the wind....It was ridiculous, the tussle everyday lasted for around half an hour everyday, after that I could finally open it coz I reached the class which was warm and cozy...BUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRPP!!!!"
"Oh,Behave!!..Gosh you stink"
"Sowee..Let me wipe your face"
"No! its ok, am good"...That was It! My friend was DRUNK.
"anytime now"..I said to myself.
"That was something good..The warm classes..but so Boring..Uugh!!! I hated that.Who wanted to learn history, civics and geography???..eww..I liked Science... :D"
You could see the shine in his eyes with the mention of Science.
"The only thing good about my school was, you know, was that it organized so many trips and outings like picnic and visits to museums etc..I loved that...even when I was a quiet child in class, I loved the trips and used to talk a lot during the trips..THE BEST PART."
You have no idea how I counted the days backwards and crossed each day as it passed, Hoping that it will end soon....Then...You know what happened one day??"
"there it is..I could see it now"..My mind spoke again..now more worried...coz it knew what was coming ...and it was HARD to handle.
I said "What" as if I had no idea what he was gonna say next.
"One day the teacher told, its her last class today..I fell from the sky!! I couldn't believe it..it was the worst feeling ever..My heart started sinking..I saw the calender..Oh no!! only a week left...My heart sank a bit more...But you know, My mind was Happy and ......Confused??!!....Ooo I hated that dilemma, When the mind and heart disagree completely. They were yet again in an on going battle wanting to get better of one another..Aaahhh..It was like my mind was said..What dude??You wanted this too, Didn't you ?? now what the Hell just happened??What just got into you??, But my heart kept silent and sat down in a corner. My mind just got more pissed and started Yelling, Shouting and Throwing stuff...but still my heart was silent..it was as if it never spoke...it went totally Mum."
"yes!its official now!" He was crying again..What is with this 'Harald's beer' and crying men? I never had any clue..probably coz I never liked the taste of beer...anyways,so the thing is..He was crying now.
"Hey!! What are you doing??You don't care that am upset right? am going..You are no bro of mine" He saw the amusement dripping down from my face.
"Hey..Hey!!Am sorry man!!please continue."
"Ok! Sun be (Listen you idiot), then at home I just threw my bag and hugged my mom! she knew something was wrong. I never cried in front of her...I was her strong baby..I could never cry..no ,matter how much I wanted to. I told her Everything...She just replied "Lyf goes on, Let it go".Her words shook me, I got strength to face the inevitable end. but somehow my heart was still not 100% convinced. Maybe it was still clinging on to those Boring classes, those hectic schedule, those chilly mornings and my mind had no idea when my heart silently fell in Love with them all."
"Cheque please!" I shouted pointing to Face-off.
"Hey!No! am not done..I want another one."
"DUDE!!No way! You know what happens to you when you take the third round?"
"I give a Shit!!Hey you, Get me another beer,Kiitti."
"Whoa!!" He finally saw her name. "WOW!! You know her name??" I asked jumping off from my seat..My voice had both shock and excitement at the same time.
"NO! You Idiot, Its.."
Interrupting, Kiitti a.k.a. Face-off brought the beer mugs to our table. My
friend drunk it bottoms up.
"oh no! This is it, this is the climax..am so dead"
I got the packet ready, came to the seat next to his, placed the packet on the table...sighed...and said.."continue"
"Uh?? Oh ya.. Where was I....ya...So finally the day arrived....It was farewell..All the teachers, classmates in their dresses looked so Good...and Happy!! Everyone was partying,dancing and chatting around.Then dinner was served, we all sat down together. We all were told to prepare a 5 minute speech on our experience of the school. Everyone gave long speeches stating their experiences of the school and the good times they shared with each other. In my turn, I kinda omitted the first boring part and told only the good things. My heart, in a week, had absorbed the fact that I had to let it all go.
Slowly the night came to an end, we were all busy in taking group photos and stuff.
Then was the time to say the Final Good bye..My heart went restless again. It was jumping like a stubborn kid in a candy store and telling me to stop..not to let it go..its not over yet.
I on the other hand, stayed calm from the surface, as if nothing was wrong...Had a fake smile plastered on my sad face..And hugged all my teachers. Just then a tear trickled down my left eye and with a lump in my throat all I could say...I WILL MISS U ....I WILL MISS YOU SUMMER SCHOOL "
With this he started wailing....and then vomited my 1000 bucks worth of beer in the packet on the table. All I could say in the end..."Its ok buddy..let it go..Its time, Time to go HOME"
P.S...PURELY a work of Fiction :)
"Huh??!!...oh mom, just 5 mins more please..please..please.."
"Shut up!! Its 7.15 already, Don't you have school today??"
"Ya mom I do..but am busy here"
"Ya right! Get up now or you are skipping breakfast today"
"Nooooooooooooooooooo...Am UP!!"
"Good boy, Now go change. You are late"
"Yups! Love you Maa"
"Love you too Sweet Heart"
...........
"Well! What do you know, good ol' days"
Putting down his glass of beer for the first time after having a massive gulp from it, almost emptying half the mug, my friend, my best friend, was definitely OUT.
You could always say this in conformity coz in no other condition did he ever recalled his childhood. I had heard this story probably a 1000 times before , but I could never even dare to interrupt..EVER!!! So as a good friend will, I as always, listened to it as if it was for the very first time.
"Well.." he continued.."you know bro, those were such cold mornings, even in summers, you just couldn't leave home without a sweater or a jacket. I so hated to get up early mornings"
"I know bro....but the European weather can be harsh on one, especially for people like us."
"I know...Hmmm...I agree..Hey!! can't you see m empty here...order another mug"
"Are you Sure??"
"Yups!! 100 %"
"Good"
"Another round please"..I ordered.
And we both got another round as ordered placed right in front of our faces by our regular waitress face-off. I nicknamed her ' Face-off ' ..partly coz I loved the movie and partly coz no one in the bar ever looked at her face..For obvious reasons. :p
"Anyways"..he continued..breaking my attention from the waitress. " I hated my school. It was sooooooooooo far away from home...and I didn't even have a bike. So I had to walk all the way there in that chilly wind and the Hard shining sun. I could never understand whether to open my sweater so that I cool off or to leave it on me due to the wind....It was ridiculous, the tussle everyday lasted for around half an hour everyday, after that I could finally open it coz I reached the class which was warm and cozy...BUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRPP!!!!"
"Oh,Behave!!..Gosh you stink"
"Sowee..Let me wipe your face"
"No! its ok, am good"...That was It! My friend was DRUNK.
"anytime now"..I said to myself.
"That was something good..The warm classes..but so Boring..Uugh!!! I hated that.Who wanted to learn history, civics and geography???..eww..I liked Science... :D"
You could see the shine in his eyes with the mention of Science.
"The only thing good about my school was, you know, was that it organized so many trips and outings like picnic and visits to museums etc..I loved that...even when I was a quiet child in class, I loved the trips and used to talk a lot during the trips..THE BEST PART."
You have no idea how I counted the days backwards and crossed each day as it passed, Hoping that it will end soon....Then...You know what happened one day??"
"there it is..I could see it now"..My mind spoke again..now more worried...coz it knew what was coming ...and it was HARD to handle.
I said "What" as if I had no idea what he was gonna say next.
"One day the teacher told, its her last class today..I fell from the sky!! I couldn't believe it..it was the worst feeling ever..My heart started sinking..I saw the calender..Oh no!! only a week left...My heart sank a bit more...But you know, My mind was Happy and ......Confused??!!....Ooo I hated that dilemma, When the mind and heart disagree completely. They were yet again in an on going battle wanting to get better of one another..Aaahhh..It was like my mind was said..What dude??You wanted this too, Didn't you ?? now what the Hell just happened??What just got into you??, But my heart kept silent and sat down in a corner. My mind just got more pissed and started Yelling, Shouting and Throwing stuff...but still my heart was silent..it was as if it never spoke...it went totally Mum."
"yes!its official now!" He was crying again..What is with this 'Harald's beer' and crying men? I never had any clue..probably coz I never liked the taste of beer...anyways,so the thing is..He was crying now.
"Hey!! What are you doing??You don't care that am upset right? am going..You are no bro of mine" He saw the amusement dripping down from my face.
"Hey..Hey!!Am sorry man!!please continue."
"Ok! Sun be (Listen you idiot), then at home I just threw my bag and hugged my mom! she knew something was wrong. I never cried in front of her...I was her strong baby..I could never cry..no ,matter how much I wanted to. I told her Everything...She just replied "Lyf goes on, Let it go".Her words shook me, I got strength to face the inevitable end. but somehow my heart was still not 100% convinced. Maybe it was still clinging on to those Boring classes, those hectic schedule, those chilly mornings and my mind had no idea when my heart silently fell in Love with them all."
"Cheque please!" I shouted pointing to Face-off.
"Hey!No! am not done..I want another one."
"DUDE!!No way! You know what happens to you when you take the third round?"
"I give a Shit!!Hey you, Get me another beer,Kiitti."
"Whoa!!" He finally saw her name. "WOW!! You know her name??" I asked jumping off from my seat..My voice had both shock and excitement at the same time.
"NO! You Idiot, Its.."
Interrupting, Kiitti a.k.a. Face-off brought the beer mugs to our table. My
friend drunk it bottoms up.
"oh no! This is it, this is the climax..am so dead"
I got the packet ready, came to the seat next to his, placed the packet on the table...sighed...and said.."continue"
"Uh?? Oh ya.. Where was I....ya...So finally the day arrived....It was farewell..All the teachers, classmates in their dresses looked so Good...and Happy!! Everyone was partying,dancing and chatting around.Then dinner was served, we all sat down together. We all were told to prepare a 5 minute speech on our experience of the school. Everyone gave long speeches stating their experiences of the school and the good times they shared with each other. In my turn, I kinda omitted the first boring part and told only the good things. My heart, in a week, had absorbed the fact that I had to let it all go.
Slowly the night came to an end, we were all busy in taking group photos and stuff.
Then was the time to say the Final Good bye..My heart went restless again. It was jumping like a stubborn kid in a candy store and telling me to stop..not to let it go..its not over yet.
I on the other hand, stayed calm from the surface, as if nothing was wrong...Had a fake smile plastered on my sad face..And hugged all my teachers. Just then a tear trickled down my left eye and with a lump in my throat all I could say...I WILL MISS U ....I WILL MISS YOU SUMMER SCHOOL "
..........
With this he started wailing....and then vomited my 1000 bucks worth of beer in the packet on the table. All I could say in the end..."Its ok buddy..let it go..Its time, Time to go HOME"
P.S...PURELY a work of Fiction :)
Sunday, June 6, 2010
RAIN
The Smell of rain wen it hits the ground,
The thundering sound between the clouds,
In a shiny nite wen the moon is wet,
Wen the barren stretch has puddles ahead,
Wen u no more have to fear the sun,
Wen u no more hav to walk in miles,
Wen d world thanks god for his heavenly blessings..
I m Sad..coz i know..
God's Weeping
If he has the power to tear the sky,
If he has the power to give new Lyf,
I ask..''y god y??''
..Oh god..
"y o y??"
y can't u take me to that place,
where I enjoy the rain..with your Love and Grace.
wen u understand the pain m thru,
y do I hav to cry with u??
y can't I be in such a place??
where I am Happy,
so r u
where m not suffering
and
she has no pain.
Together we walk,
and enjoy your Rain!!
Thursday, June 3, 2010
I Love U Infinity!!
Can u think of a place Dear,
Where lyf goes on
without counting days, months or year??
No more counting of minutes,
No more track of any seconds,
Wen time is endless, so r we
BUT alas..where is that place to be
where time stops whenever we say.
The second passes in a blink of an eye,
but in that second..
..I Love U Infinity!!
Where lyf goes on
without counting days, months or year??
No more counting of minutes,
No more track of any seconds,
Wen time is endless, so r we
BUT alas..where is that place to be
where time stops whenever we say.
The second passes in a blink of an eye,
but in that second..
..I Love U Infinity!!
Dedicated to my future wife-to-be
(so girls plz dnt quit fighting..may the best girl friend win :P :P)
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